Saturday ; 020509
fcuk , fcuk-ing made to study . My bag was like 2 kg luhhs .
Who don't want to study for exams ? I know must study laa ,
but i'm studying every second , every minute , make me look like so kiasu .
wtf .
parents , they don't know whts th meaning of rest .
They make it look like a 5 second thing .
5 seconds after you've rested .
" you rest enough already ?"
"Not yet laaa ."
" Why not yet ? You rest enough le laah !"
this is wht i hate about parents , they force you to study day and nigh .
Please lor , i don't want to be a nerd or a scholar or whtever . I jsut want to be a human being lahs .
5.15pm ; reaches grand's
5.17 ; changes .
5.20pm ; " Jasreen , take out your essay book to read leyh , no need to study ah ?"
5.22pm ; Says fcuk softly , and shows a -,- face .
5.25pm ; takes out th stupid book to read .
5.26pm and onwards ; read tht book .
Determined to finish it by 6 and listen to radio .
through all , I realised tht everything was controlled by my parents and all .
I never had time to control my life on my own .
Sad or wht ?
alright , byebye .
Mom's gonna grill me larhs -,-
I make life so easy i don't think they even understand wht fk-ing nonsense i am going through . ohwell , thts my life , i've got to go through it on my own .
Labels: spaceman
Xoxo.
