I made a mistake i shouldn't have made . And tht was to go out , to revise . I shouldn't have . It only caused more trouble . To me & to everyone . Hais , mom , you're right . I won't go out to revise anymore . Temptations kill thou . But i still won't . I try to swear . I'll try to pass with flyingcolours for all subjects , maybe excluding HMT cause as you know , i'm bad at it.I'll gain your trust in letting me go out with time allowance , making you feel safe when i'm out . I promise . I'll do it , and i must . I'll not bribe you or anything . But i just hope tht I can gain trust from you and maybe , i'll get wht i should have gotten or earlier . I'll try to promise . Wait , not try . But i MUST . I want to live without th accompaniment of friends when exams are round th corner . I live on my own . I'll ask my brother . I'll do things tht are right . Are absolutely wht a going -to-be-thriteen girl do . I promise . I can promise you tht i will score well and not let your money be wasted by us both . $320 , is not a small sum . I'll teasure wht you have given me and more .